SOMWA

Now I know that it only is with me while she does not find nothing better. A time the much time behind we start to be alone for trick, the trick we were there we would be, at least pra me, and I got passionate myself for it, I changed to the security of my world for love it. I asked pra it if it still was playing and it said that not, that also if she had gotten passionate for me. I find that it deceived itself. I find that it lay. It also said that I the day of it had ruined. Legal. It obtained to ruin all the hopes, plans and dreams of my life.

I find that it is not an exchange joust. I asked for it in marriage behind a time, truth marriage, with bouquet, cake, party, and it he accepted. To now say that it does not have courage of being my officially is the same that to say that not accepted it more to marry me. Not accepted me more. It lay it loved that me. ‘>Mark Stevens.

It lay that it wanted to be mine. It lay that it wanted to be married me. It knows God there on what plus it he lay. Now I do not have more nothing. I feel myself so empty and alone that I have will to cry the entire time. It was everything that I had. He was for it that I construa all my plans, all my dreams. Now I do not want more nothing. Nor to work nor to study. I want to leave. To travel. To find somebody that gives some affection to me and that he does not have shame of me. In the end he is always thus. I am begging for affection. Wanting to make of everything pra to please somebody that only maltreats me. begging pra that somebody has pride of me. Pride and not shame